June 2012
1 post
Sometimes it’s just so hard not to think the worst when the shit just keeps coming. It’s hard to hold onto the happiness I know I should be feeling. I’m stuck in the tunnel of the “I should have done this” “I wish I would have done that”.
May 2012
1 post
April 2012
25 posts
it's amazing
what good form, a good coach and almost two months can do to a person’s lifts and strength :) LIFE is GOOD
Why is it when people ask me if I am going to have kids or if I want kids and my response is “nah I don’t think so”, they come back with “oh it’s so different when they’re yours.” Be that as it may, it doesn’t make getting up at 3am to feed and change a shitty diaper ANY MORE pleasurable. Yeah, yeah yeah…babies grow out of that stage and move...
I ❤ my husband.
No matter where you go, there you are.
My heart
So much in love.
....
I will never under any circumstances take psychiatric prescribed drugs ever again. That is ofcourse unless I am being fit for a straight jacket which I feel I am no where near that sort of thing….yet. Muahahahahaa
Honestly though getting off these drugs has been an awful mind fucking experience.
Bitches
I swear to God these are the basic requirements to keep and hold friendships with women:
1. To be able to talk viciously behind the other woman’s back while maintaining a bright cheery fake as fuck smile on your face when you see her in public.
2. “like shut up! You’re so not fat!!”.
3. Must know and love all the Twilight movies/books.
March 2012
38 posts
Ashes
It’s been so long; it’s hard to breathe
When the trust is gone,
And you face of steel just melts away in the weather.
You got a lot to weigh, so weigh it
You got a lot to say, just say it.
Aren’t you tired of wasting fuel?
So, now I’ll hand the fuse to you!
Burn it all, let’s burn it all;
Let fire fall, let fire fall,
What’s done is done, it’s...
29
well it’s my last year to be lived in my 20’s lol better make it count :)
Best Birthday presents: a big cereal bowl, a box of fruit loops for the big cereal bowl, a good smelling candle, and a framed picture of my kitties. My husband knows me all too well!
Soreness....
absolutely well worth it. ”There’s no gain without pain.”
Daily Bite: Is Sugar Really So Bad? by... →
While laying in bed...
Lights are out and I’m playing with my phone
Dave: “sorry.”
Me: “for what??”
Dave: “I farted.”
Me: “it’s cool I don’t smell it.”
…a minute or so passes..
Me: “ewww!!”
Dave: “my bad, dog.”
The way we are just makes me laugh.
It just makes sense I guess
Some days I ask him why he can’t let me be in a bad mood or be miserable and he responds with loving eyes “It’s what I do. I protect you, love you and will always no matter what you say I will try to make you smile on your worst of days.”.
“Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it.”
-Merle Miller”
Listening to the thunder roll outside and watching the flashes of lightening dance on my bedroom walls.
Without my love, my best friend by my side I’d be an empty and hollow vessel.
Apparently not as strong as I thought. Sleep. Soup. Water. Rinse and repeat.
Today will test how strong I really am. I’m sick and taking care of a sick baby, that alone will dance on my very last nerve and tap out my patience. To follow work is one of my coaching sessions which is pretty much the only thing I am looking forward to as the day wears on. If….no when I get through that and crush whatever my coach throws my way, I will know I’m still as...
“Ah life’s too short for wasting For ifs and might have been’s...”
– The Saw Doctors-Share the Darkness
Music
Last week I was asked what kind of music I like and not having been asked that in what seems like ages it got me to thinking. I said “anything and everything but country”. Now there are some country songs in my iTunes library and some folk singers but I’m far from what someone would call a country music enthuesiest.
Now onto my taste in music. My music is deeply rooted in my...
Old people...
should have their fucking license taken away after a certain age. That’s twice in two days some old fuck had almost hit me broad side.
