March 2012
38 posts
Ashes
It’s been so long; it’s hard to breathe
When the trust is gone,
And you face of steel just melts away in the weather.
You got a lot to weigh, so weigh it
You got a lot to say, just say it.
Aren’t you tired of wasting fuel?
So, now I’ll hand the fuse to you!
Burn it all, let’s burn it all;
Let fire fall, let fire fall,
What’s done is done, it’s...
29
well it’s my last year to be lived in my 20’s lol better make it count :)
Best Birthday presents: a big cereal bowl, a box of fruit loops for the big cereal bowl, a good smelling candle, and a framed picture of my kitties. My husband knows me all too well!
Soreness....
absolutely well worth it. ”There’s no gain without pain.”
Daily Bite: Is Sugar Really So Bad? by... →
While laying in bed...
Lights are out and I’m playing with my phone
Dave: “sorry.”
Me: “for what??”
Dave: “I farted.”
Me: “it’s cool I don’t smell it.”
…a minute or so passes..
Me: “ewww!!”
Dave: “my bad, dog.”
The way we are just makes me laugh.
It just makes sense I guess
Some days I ask him why he can’t let me be in a bad mood or be miserable and he responds with loving eyes “It’s what I do. I protect you, love you and will always no matter what you say I will try to make you smile on your worst of days.”.
“Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it.”
-Merle Miller”
Listening to the thunder roll outside and watching the flashes of lightening dance on my bedroom walls.
Without my love, my best friend by my side I’d be an empty and hollow vessel.
Apparently not as strong as I thought. Sleep. Soup. Water. Rinse and repeat.
Today will test how strong I really am. I’m sick and taking care of a sick baby, that alone will dance on my very last nerve and tap out my patience. To follow work is one of my coaching sessions which is pretty much the only thing I am looking forward to as the day wears on. If….no when I get through that and crush whatever my coach throws my way, I will know I’m still as...
“Ah life’s too short for wasting For ifs and might have been’s...”
– The Saw Doctors-Share the Darkness
Music
Last week I was asked what kind of music I like and not having been asked that in what seems like ages it got me to thinking. I said “anything and everything but country”. Now there are some country songs in my iTunes library and some folk singers but I’m far from what someone would call a country music enthuesiest.
Now onto my taste in music. My music is deeply rooted in my...
Old people...
should have their fucking license taken away after a certain age. That’s twice in two days some old fuck had almost hit me broad side.
Ohhhh mushy love poems, how I love thee
Sonnet XVII
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I...
perspective
Why does it often take some sort of tragedy or horrible turn of events to knock things into perspective for someone or for groups of people? Are we just wired that way, to just be oblivious to what goes on around us until we find illness or even death at our own front door?
I for one, feel guilty about taking some things for granted and not having enough perspective during lifes little...
If I won the lottery...
I most definitely wouldn’t work anymore.
I would take care of my family financially.
I would pick up and move out west, buy a lot of land to build an animal rescue sanctuary on and live out the rest of my life rescuing animals in need.
I would also learn how to farm and live off of part of the land I buy.
There are more things I’d do if I won the lottery but those listed...
Irony
I love my job and being a part of children’s lives yet I do not want kids of my own.
“You are a beautiful, smart, independent, loving and caring girl. We all have to...”
– RBJ
It's been a couple years now and I still miss her....
My husband still shakes his head and tells me I don’t miss her, I miss the friendship we had. She was the only girl to ever break my heart. She’s jaded my view on women as a whole when it comes to making new friends. I want to say I know not all women are like her but no one ever really knows what another human being is capable of.
She was/is a crazy, life ruining, vindictive,...
Mrs. Leon
Being a newlywed, hearing someone say “hello Mrs. Leon” I suppose will still take some getting used to. I found myself the other night filling out a form and using my maiden name hehehehe. I guess until it’s officially on the DL and social security card I can still keep signing things “Carli Mazzarella”. I know it’s just a last name but I view it as something...
