Why is it when people ask me if I am going to have kids or if I want kids and my response is “nah I don’t think so”, they come back with “oh it’s so different when they’re yours.” Be that as it may, it doesn’t make getting up at 3am to feed and change a shitty diaper ANY MORE pleasurable. Yeah, yeah yeah…babies grow out of that stage and move to more fun ones, I suppose like teething. That shit is like a walk in the park LOL. Also having kids sure as shit doesn’t do wonders for a woman’s body!!! Stretch marks, swollen ankles, weird cravings and just having your body not be your own for nine whole months doesn’t appeal to me!!! I mean Thank you Mom for laying on your back for how ever long you were on bed rest to have me but it’s my God given choice to not procreate in this screwed up world. Yes life can be lovely with kids but I guess I’m a selfish asshole and still like my freedom, I like having the energy to have sex with my husband whenever the hell I want to, I like being able to blow extra money on workout stuff or nail polish and I like the nice body I’ve worked so hard to keep….and keeping it up to par isn’t easy the older I get.
I will never under any circumstances take psychiatric prescribed drugs ever again. That is ofcourse unless I am being fit for a straight jacket which I feel I am no where near that sort of thing….yet. Muahahahahaa
Honestly though getting off these drugs has been an awful mind fucking experience.